Okay don’t let the title fool you, I am still against love, relationships, and all that jazz. But I am in a dating mood…or should I say exploration mood. I have been living in Atlanta for over 20 years and I have been nowhere. Seriously, absolutely nowhere unless it is child related. I just had Mellow Mushroom for the first time a few weeks ago! Now that I have been single for two years and have only been on one date in those two years I’m actually considering dating myself. Let me tell you. I am extremely terrified of this. I can imagine the stares that I will receive as I sit down in a booth alone ordering my food. The waitress will be secretly talking smack about me while everyone is on their phones tweeting about the lonely girl who took herself out.
Okay, okay. That might be a little over the top but you get the idea. To be honest I’m at the point where I can care less. I’m not waiting on friends or a guy anymore. I’m going to start going out and doing things. I’m 26…26! Damn near old as dirt and it’s time to get moving. Nothing exciting happens to those who sit still in one place. I want to get out and enjoy the world while I can. I feel like it is so easy to get caught up in the every day hustle of life that you can forget to have fun. I can’t afford to get complacent. People always say I am a huge dreamer and it’s true. Dreams can easily become realities as long as you put some action behind it. And with that being said I’m going to turn my dating dreams into reality. I’m going to dress up and take my sexy butt to somebody’s something and I will hold my head high and have a damn good time. LOL.