Every second, every thought is consumed with you.
Its to the point where my friends think I’m obsessed.
But don’t they realize its not an obsession…its more like a saturation.
My mind is saturated with your every being.
Its been 10 years and I can remember every hug, every laugh,
every kiss, every tear.
I remember the first time we spoke.
U said hi and I just smiled.
From that moment on its like my brain has been owned by you.
Its saturated in your scent, your smile.
No wonder I take those no’s for yes.
Those “not today’s” for “I’m ready when you are.”
Those “I’m dating someone else” for “I only want you.”
What happens when something is completely saturated?
How do u make it clean?
Make it brand new?
Even if you squeeze out that sponge…
there are still some remnants left over.
See that’s the worse part. The remnants of you.
The remnants of being the only one you’ve ever loved,
the remnants of being the one who makes you smile,
the remnants of late night breathing on the telephone.
Damn, what can I say?
This saturation seems to be something I can’t get rid of.
My whole mind has been taken over by you
and its obvious its gonna take more than a squeeze
10 years, its set in.
There is no changing that.
All I can do is try to ignore this
try to fight off these feelings.
But sometimes I wonder if my mind is the only one
Could u be afflicted with the same problem as me?
Could u be playing this game to hide your true feelings?
Man, see there it is again.
Always trying to see the possibility.
But what else should I expect?
My mind is saturated with u so
its never easy to forget.